What are you to me?

Memories crush with strength of years.
Do you know I seek you?
Grit your teeth and face fears.
Do you know I believe you?
Too soon eye curtains close.
Do you know I love you?
No serenity to answers you pose.
Do you know I need you?
Clinging life ebbs, rattling garish.
Do you know I mourn you?

Don't go.